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07 January 2010 @ 11:22 pm
"Two Trees"
Don Paterson

One morning, Don Miguel got out of bed
with one idea rooted in his head:
to graft his orange to his lemon tree.
It took him the whole day to work them free,
lay open their sides and lash them tight.
For twelve months, from the shame or from the fright
they put forth nothing; but one day there appeared
two lights in the dark leaves. Over the years
the limbs would get themselves so tangled up
each bough looked like it gave a double crop,
and not one kid in the village didn't know
the magic tree in Don Miguel's patio.

The man who bought the house had had no dream
so who can say what dark malicious whim
led him to take his axe and split the bole
along its fused seam, then dig two holes.
And no, they did not die from solitude;
nor did their branches bear a sterile fruit;
nor did their unhealed flanks weep every spring
for those four yards that lost them everything,
as each strained on its shackled root to face
the other's empty, intricate embrace.
They were trees, and trees don't weep or ache or shout.
And trees are all this poem is about.
 
 
I'm feeling: sleepy
 
 
07 January 2010 @ 11:19 pm

"The Bean Eaters"
Gwendolyn Brooks

 

They eat beans mostly, this old yellow pair.

Dinner is a casual affair.

Plain chipware on a plain and creaking wood,

Tin flatware.

 

Two who are Mostly Good.

Two who have lived their day,

But keep on putting on their clothes

And putting things away.

 

And remembering . . .

Remembering, with twinklings and twinges,

As they lean over the beans in their rented back room that

          is full of beads and receipts and dolls and cloths,

          tobacco crumbs, vases and fringes.


				

				
				
 
 
I'm listening to: Starlight - Muse
 
 
08 January 2010 @ 10:17 am

Hi Heres another story I don't think it's as good as my others, I'm out of practise.


http://tiddarifka1.livejournal.com/677.html
 
 
07 January 2010 @ 07:40 pm
 
 
07 January 2010 @ 10:42 am
 Does anybody know where I can get a english translated version of Kakioroshi? It's a kakairu doujinshi by halco, I think....
I'm not even sure if it's called Kakioroshi, but that's what the name of the zip was xD 
 
 
I'm feeling: blah
 
 
06 January 2010 @ 04:50 pm
"There's this warm white light"
Samantha Schutz

that comes in the window
of the waiting room in Health Services.
I've been in a bunch of times
for back pain, sinus pressure, dizziness,
a hemorrhoid that I thought was ass cancer.

I like how the blood pressure cuff feels
tight around my arm,
the way the nurses put the cold stethoscope
to my chest and listen,
listen,
listen.
 
 
06 January 2010 @ 09:54 pm
Hello again!

I come with another picture/comic!strip thing =)

I hope you all enjoy!

I'm so funny, lol....(jk) )
 
 
I'm feeling: crazy
 
 
05 January 2010 @ 10:14 pm
"Tiara"
Mark Doty

Peter died in a paper tiara
cut from a book of princess paper dolls;
he loved royalty, sashes

and jewels. I don’t know,
he said, when he woke in the hospice,
I was watching the Bette Davis film festival

on Channel 57 and then—
At the wake, the tension broke
when someone guessed

the casket closed because
he was in there in a big wig
and heels
, and someone said,

You know he’s always late,
he probably isn’t here yet—
he’s still fixing his makeup.

And someone said he asked for it.
Asked for it—
when all he did was go down

into the salt tide
of wanting as much as he wanted,
giving himself over so drunk

or stoned it almost didn’t matter who,
though they were beautiful,
stampeding into him in the simple,

ravishing music of their hurry.
I think heaven is perfect stasis
poised over the realms of desire,

where dreaming and waking men lie
on the grass while wet horses
roam among them, huge fragments

of the music we die into
in the body’s paradise.
Sometimes we wake not knowing

how we came to lie here,
or who has crowned us with these temporary,
precious stones. And given

the world’s perfectly turned shoulders,
the deep hollows blued by longing,
given the irreplaceable silk

of horses rippling in orchards,
fruit thundering and chiming down,
given the ordinary marvels of form

and gravity, what could he do,
what could any of us ever do
but ask for it.

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I'm listening to: West Coast Friendship - Owl City
 
 
05 January 2010 @ 10:12 pm
"Dear Miss Emily"
James Galvin

I knew the end would be gone before I got there.
After all, all rainbows lie for a living.
And as you have insisted, repeatedly,
The difference between death and the Eternal
Present is about as far as one
Eyelash from the next, not wished upon.
Rainbows are not forms or stories, are they?
They are not doors ajar so much as far-
Flung situations without true beginnings
Or any ends—why bother—unless, as you
Suggest—repeatedly—there’s nothing wrong
With this life, and we should all stop whining.
So I shift my focus now on how to end
A letter. In XOXOXO,
For example, Miss, which are the hugs
And which the kisses? Does anybody know?
I could argue either way: the O’s
Are circles of embrace, the X is someone
Else’s star burning inside your mouth;
Unless the O is a mouth that cannot speak,
Because, you know, it’s busy.
X is the crucifixion all embraces
Are, here at the nowhere of the rainbow’s end,
Where even light has failed its situation,
Slant the only life it ever had,
Where even the most gallant sunset can’t
Hold back for more than a nonce the rain-laden
Eastern sky of night. It’s clear. It’s clear.
X’s are both hugs and kisses, O’s
Where stars that died gave out, gave up, gave in—
Where no one meant the promises they made.
Oh, and one more thing. I send my love
However long and far it takes—through light,
Through time, thorough all the faithlessness of men,

James Augustin Galvin,

          X,

His mark.
 
 
I'm feeling: calm
I'm listening to: Tidal Wave - Owl City
 
 
 
06 January 2010 @ 01:24 am

I heard about a girl in town with powder-blue shoes
I knew from a storyteller (no, not from a saint)
Though I’m sure I’ve terribly misconstrued
He speaks of a girl with blue-green veins

How they reach out far beyond her fingers
Awkward tube-strings dangling in the breeze
Like jilted puppet remains following her hither
Sometimes she used them even to breathe

(And she was born like that
Loopy and never quite glad)

At home her veins grew and spread from wall to wall
Soaking up the sounds from her room to the next
I asked how she could absorb and enthrall
She said the process was really quite complex

But she wouldn’t share those lovely hues
Hoarding them all inside her space-constrained head
The blue-veined girl with powder-blue shoes
While her house turns dark and silent and dead

Draining colours from the television not too soon
When quite suddenly she burst at the seams oh
Her blood swirled with the colours of a rainbow
And pooled in the middle of the living room

(Which became a tourist attraction for days)


 
 
05 January 2010 @ 02:17 pm
Happy New Year everyone! Let's hope 2010 is even more productive for all of us and a cracking year to boot.

Now to important stuffs.

Would anyone like an Alexander book? I bought The Lost Chronicles of Alexander the Great on the mild off-chance it would be interesting and, for me, it wasn't. That said, I am fully aware that one man's drink is another man's poison so if anyone wants this, do sing out. I don't want any money for it, and I'm quite happy to pay P&P to wherever. I'll get satisfaction out of knowing it's gone to someone who wants it.

In other news I recently discovered a marvellous series of books written by Russell Thorndike. They concern the adventures of a village vicar who is a mild-mannered parson by day and a notorious highwayman-cum-pirate by night. It's a brilliant, brilliant series that got even better when I realised the main character was called 'Syn' and he had pale skin, black hair and a violent temperament.

I'm debating at least one Sinn/Mars rip-off from this, with Sinn as the notorious highwayman and Mars as the long-suffering local squire trying to catch him. And there is lots of unresolved UST between highwayman!Sinn and rifleman!Mars. Then again, there's already ZombieUniverse!Sinn and Mars, Howarts!Sinn and Mars and PoliceAU!Sinn and Mars. When do you reach the point where you say "No more AU's?" *Ponders*

Thoughts would be muchly appreciated on this.
 
 
04 January 2010 @ 09:45 pm
Hey all,
Its been a while huh? ^^'
well i bring short smut PWP, and beg for forgiveness.
Clicky here or Clicky there
 
 
I'm feeling: mellow
I'm listening to: Withot You, Breaking Benjamin
 
 
04 January 2010 @ 04:22 pm
Title: "Hair there everywhere"
Author: [info]megyal
Word count: ~1,400
Rating: PG | fluff
Notes: Written for this prompt over at [info]kakairu_kink.
 
 
 
04 January 2010 @ 09:57 am
"... piece of shit." the small note ends.

She -- Yorga Field, aka Left Field, Outfield, Field Of Dreams, Hay Field Mary, You'll Have A Field Day With This Girl -- prints the words as tiny as "The Lord's Prayer" on the back of the sparkling, "genuine crystal" cross you see advertised on late-night t.v. The ad with a young girl beaming like a kid who's dreaming she'll one day make it big in Hollywood and fuck everything in sight. Now the kid's selling cheesy, baby hey-Seuss wear, two for $19.95.

The note's not much bigger than a stamp. It's packed with 50 words of spleen vent rage about a piece of shit, this one with a pair of gonads. She folds the note down into a tiny square and drops it in the Castleberry stew can sitting on the top shelf of her bookcase. Along with the dusty, stuffed animals piled up in the corner, the maps of places in the world and photos of the universe, and posters of mostly-naked girls and guys tacked up to the walls, the stew can is a central part of this room's furnishings -- the changing, personal archeology of one girl's life so far.

more ... including *adultage* )

20100104 09:27 Mon (411 words)
 
 
04 January 2010 @ 09:48 pm
We now have a BEAUTIFUL profile for the community, all thanks to [info]steveness2310. :) I'm extremely thankful for this new year present, and I'd like to urge everyone to take a look at it (and review our community policies at the same time ^_~). [info]steveness2310 will also be designing an LJ layout for the community, so we'll finally get our own unique design!
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04 January 2010 @ 07:24 am
"Auburn Poem"
Hayden Carruth

A book I was reading this morning
by Milan Kundera contains this: "In the algebra
of love a child is the symbol of the magical

sum of two beings." And now that child
is thirty-nine years old; she is suffering
from a cancer which we are told is incurable

and will become fatal. You have been married
for thirty years to another man, and I
have been married to three other women

and have lived with six whom I did not
marry—a disgrace but there it is, done
and irrevocable. We are old. You are

sixty-nine and I am seventy. It would be
sentimental folly to say I can see in you,
or you in me, the lineaments of our

loving youth. Yet it is true. Your voice
especially takes me back. We are here
because our daughter, whom we conceived

one fine April night in Chicago long ago,
is crucially vulnerable. We meet in agony,
in wordless despair. We meet after years

of separation and mildly affectionate
unconcern. But it's true, true, this child
who is a mature, afflicted woman

with children of her own, is still a symbol
of that magical sum we were, and in this
wretchedness, without word or touch or hidden

glance, I hold myself out to you, and I know
I am accepted without word or touch or hidden
glance. This, so late, the crisis of our lives.
 
 
I'm feeling: sleepy
I'm listening to: Take A Minute - K'naan
 
 
I love you, has been said.
Much too quickly for you to understand.
                                                                       I need you, has been said.
                                                                      In too much passion, to have been a lie.
                                                                                                                                    I need my space, has been said.
                                                                                                                                    Much too sweetly for you to think.
                                                                       I'll only be gone a while, has been said.
                                                                             With a kiss too real to be fake.
I'm going out with the boys, has been said.
Much too jovially, to have been meant to harm you.
                                                                                   I promise that it's nothing, has been said.
                                                                                 And you lie awake and plead for that to be true.
                                                                                                                                             You're jumping to conclusions, has been said.
                                                                                                                                              Now you are worried, with no definite reason.
                                                                       I think we should see other people, has been said.
                                                                           Much too gently, to have been a break-up.
I've been cheating, has been said.
And you realise you were right all along.
                                                                                But, I still love you, has been said.
                                                                                With tears too genuine, to be lies.
                                                                                                                                              Please take me back, has been said.
                                                                                                                                               And you do, heart too raw to say no.

                                                                                            I love you, is said.
                                                                         Yet this time, you understand it perfectly.

                                                                                     ...it has always been a lie...







 
 
Where am I?: Canada
I'm feeling: content
 
 
Chapter one is finished -  thx [info]larakaka for translating and beta <3
Chapter one )
 
 
I'm feeling: lonely